Sunday, September 13, 2009

Fear

I’m really scared right now. I’m not sure how or why or how to fix it. I just want it to stop. I’m afraid if I can’t stop being afraid, I’ll lose control. I can’t do that. I don’t know what to do. I don’t think I can do this on my own, but I don’t think there’s anyone I know who can help me or maybe they just don’t want to. I’m afraid that I need to do this on my own. I’m afraid this will never stop until *I* deal with this. Where do I start? Where do I go? What do I do? Why must I even do anything? Why doesn’t anyone understand? How do others stop being afraid? Why can’t I just stay in my bed and feel as though I might die tonight?

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