Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Quotes from my old website

*It wouldn’t hurt as much if you had died, but you willingly walked out of my life… that’s what kills me inside.

*Many times I’ve been alone, and many times I’ve cried, but anyway you’ll never know, the many ways I’ve tried…

*Don’t be fooled by a smile, Ignore that happy face, Cause deep down inside, is a completely different place

*Can you see what I see? No, I don’t think you can. This big black world that I live in, something you will never know about. The people I love see, the fake smile I wear every day not to hurt them. How much more can I take before I break?

*Everyday She wakes Up & Puts On a smile… just 2 Hide the pain she Feels inside

*Its crazy how strong the heart really is…someone can tear it to shreds…and yet every tiny piece can find the strength to love them still.

*I messed up once…I lost you once…I broke your heart but i tore mine to pieces

*You see her in the halls laughing and smiling, but you’ll never know that she cried herself to sleep that night…

*If emotional pain always changed into physical pain, I would be dead.

*Why did you say you’d be there I was alone… You lied I was stupid to think you’d care

*And all the fears you hold so dear will turn to whispers in your ear.

*If you love someone, you might get hurt…If you don’t love someone, you never know the joy of it…It’s a lose lose situation that everyone must suffer…Why?

*My world slowly turns to gray, I watch these clouds float over me, lost in eternal hell, waiting for my final dying day.

*I’m slowly fading, watch me fall; watch me hit the ground, in front of them all.

My presence is no longer here, its been gone for so many years, I shed these tears each night I go on, hoping I wont see the break of dawn

*Take a look, what do you see, a ghost in a corner, or is it me, you walk right by like you don’t even care, you must be blind to see that I’m not there…

*I’m not just sad for a little bit cause my boyfriend left me or someone died,

I always am, but because of my fake smile, you wont know how many tears I have cried.

*The night rain pours down on this lonely me with my back against the ally wall and a loaded gun in my hand

*I feel lost, left behind and betrayed. I trusted you, but then you broke my heart. So now all my hope has faded

*What’s better a lie that draws a smile? Or the truth that draws a tear?

*There are certain people who are not meant to fit in your life no matter how much you want them

*The wounds are open. My heart’s yet to heal. All of this pain it’s hard to tell what’s real.

*The most beautiful smiles are the ones that struggle through the tears.

*When I look into your eyes, theres nothing to see nothing but my mistakes looking back at me asking me why?

*You cannot begin to know where you’re going until you have left where you’ve been.

*I’m tried of trying, I’m tried of crying, I know I’ve been smiling… but I’m actually dying.

*Do you think it hurts much to die? It’s hurting so much to stay alive.

*No one is listening until you make a mistake.

*You can’t change who people are without destroying who they were.

*My heart’s been foolish, My mind’s been true, But following my mind is something I’m not used to.

*When you feel like everyone in the world has their backs turned on you. You have to rely on one person. “YOURSELF”.

*Sometimes growing up is like giving things up one at a time.

*You get one life, whatever you do with it, and whatever is done to you, you’ve got to face you can’t pretend it never happened.

*I will always love you but that doesn’t mean I’ll always like you.

*It’s the things that scare you are the most important worthwhile.

*Our eyes are placed in front because it’s more important to look ahead that to look back.

*Not all scars show, not all wounds heal, sometimes you can’t always see the pain someone feels.

*Everything is ok in the end and if its not ok than its not the end.

*Things change and you’ve got memories, seeing things you care about drifting away.

*Sometimes life will hand you situations where all you can do is put one foot infront of the other live moment to moment and breathe.

*The world is a place of sorrow and suffering caught in a spiral of death.

*Dear Mr.Self, why can’t I escape the pain, I run as fast as I can, But you run faster, I try to fly but you broke my wings, I try to believe but you broke my spirit, I don’t dream anymore cause you caused all this drop dead.

*Take my hand, and hold it tight, I’ll love you forever with the rest of my might, I don’t need to hurt you, but I needed to hurt myself, so my dying words with my dying breath I’ll forever love you, I’ll take your love with my death.

*Slowly slit my pale skin, to release the pain within getting weak, losing my breath, I’ve finally made my death.

*In every nightmare, there is an illusion. Not any illusion a bloody illusion of your death, A bloody illusion of me stealing your breath.

*With this razor I shall bleed out the last part of me that cares about you.

P.S. These are from Emo/Goth Days which don’t exist as much frequently… but some of em are pretty gud huh?!?

[Via http://sarautopia.wordpress.com]

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